I have parents, that’s about all the family I have, and they’re a few states away and don’t really know me at all. I love them, but they expect perfection from me. I could never tell them how I feel. I have friends, but I don’t think they’d understand. When you’re aren’t suicidal and you actually enjoy life, it’s hard to understand how anyone could actually want that, you know? Plus, I don’t want to be a burden on anyone. I already feel like my existence is enough of a burden on everyone that surrounds me. If they knew what was going on inside of me, they’d all leave. I’ve tried the talking thing, and I kept getting deserted. Maybe I’ll take up boxing or something lol. That’d get my anger out.