I’ve been in an OK mood this week and it wavered depending on how my day went for example I’ll be in a good mood but if one little thing happens that irritates me then it affects my mood for the rest of the day. I don’t have any friends at school or anyone that I really talk to except for in 5th period which I don’t mind so today at lunch I hear that someone saying they’re going to Cancun so I comment “oh you’re going to Cancun” and this boy at my table is says “I would appreciate it if you don’t but in to my conversation. you’re very rude”  so naturally I just keep quiet  to avoid irritating him, I don’t mean to complain it’s just that this happens regularly because he’s in my Spanish class and he talks to a few of the people that I talk with. I guess I’ll just stop talking and find something to preoccupy me when I’m in lunch and Spanish because there isn’t always work to do when I talk I guess it’s awkward for them and I don’t have any social skills so I guess that’s the best thing for me to do stay out of their way and and be kind and try not to be so sensitive.

Thanks for listening to me rant I don’t mean to complain it’s just that I don’t like when people put me down especially with all that’s going on with me right now