I want to tell everyone what happened to me.. But how can I when I’m still afraid of myself?? Who could I trust to not laugh?? Who would cry with me?? Who would get me through the bad times? Some person I don’t really know? Can I tell the school I was  bullied… That I need their support on Day of Silence?? That I need them to understand when no one else will??
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I have never found solace in telling the school I was bullied. When I was close to the edge, I turned to one of my best friends. I honestly didn’t know if I could trust them at first but they ended up helping me so much in the end. Someone will always be there for you whether you realize it or not. Stay Strong!
I am not advocating anything here, I am just going to tell you the story of the one, and only, time I was bullied at school.
It was the third day of junior high and 7th grade; I had been taken out of my elementary school several months early because of an “episode” where I injured myself in a fit of despair.
Anyway, this jock douchebag walked by my locker and made some inane comment ending with “suicidal maniac” so I grabbed his by the throat and held him against the locker row until he turned a nice shade of royal purple. Once he seemed on the verge of passing out I let him go and walked away.
I don’t know how you are built or what issues you have with defending yourself but I will say it has nothing to do with strength or speed in the end. Pop one in the fucking mouth next time. You may well get your ass kicked but it won’t hurt anything like you worry it will. It can even feel pretty damn good when you come by it honestly and standing up for yourself.
In any case, you will no longer be a viable target. Bullies like the easy meat…
Not advocating anything? You’re certainly advocating whooping dumbasses.
Maybe a little, but life is a struggle and eating shit bad for the digestion. I hate seeing kids in school get overly bent by stuff because that isn’t the real world at all.