I wish I could just erase certain memories and people from my life. Totally rid them from remembrance, so I can have peace. It’s excruciating to think about things, and I just can’t get them off my mind. All those people who hurt me terribly. I’m so angry and hurt that I want to scream. But here I suffer in silence with no one who cares. So sick of not being heard or understood. It’s dangerous to feel how I feel right now.
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That would be awesome, to be able to just forget. But for me, cutting myself off from people who did me wrong is almost as good as forgetting them. It just sucks when you’re stuck around them and can’t cut them off, because just seeing them triggers bad memories.
Exactly, I can’t get away, and it’s eating away at me. I just can’t take it anymore.
I know the feeling. You might not be able to erase them but you can try your best to let go of the past. Painful lessons do serve a purpose, you should try to learn whatever you can from what happened, but after that, let it go. Take whatever useful information there is to learn and then let it go. I saw a saying recently like depressed people focus on the past, anxious people focus on the future, peaceful people focus on right now.
Memories and the inability to let go of the past is one of my biggest contributers to how I feel today. I try, I really try to move on but I can’t. I’ve give anything to go back and change it all.
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