fear

What if in the end ill never get better?

Everyone says i will but im not sure.

How can you believe in me when i cant believe in myself.

My heart is broken.

My mind a prison.

As much as i want to die

I also want to get better.

I want someone to save me from myself.

But what if no one ever comes?

What if im destined to be alone.

My heart hurts so much i just want to turn it all off.

I wander in a trance and those are my best moments.

As much as i dont want to say it.

Im afraid to die.