Yes seriously! I burned all my personal belongings and id papers and little gallow humor wouldn’t hurt.. I have set eyes on my goal and i’am going.. God my heart beats so fast.. It feels like it’s going to explode..
I’m warning you…
From various NDE and PSY reports and research. Your life will flash in front of you, and you will gain the understanding and meaning behind your life, you so lacked. Death is an inner transformation, your higher self from what I know never choses suicide. So you need to know from deep inside, you are ready to go.
One of the best way to do this is Psycho (Psychedelic)- Therapy. This is obviously considered taboo. But well functioning and harmonueous ancient, indigioness cultures have aplied Psychedelic brews and consumed plants and fungi, succesfully to form a balanced way of life, and found themselves strong enough to love life soooo freaking much that they even manage to play the game of life in the jungles of south america. Quite insane, considering most of them were quite certainly more depressed than you are judging from the way you wrote this, this not meaning your situation really sucks and is serious and you have my full compassion, really. So atleast trying a soft kind of mental suicide and opening yourself to new ways of thinking. Always do this with a compassionate therapist though, it’s up to you. Believe me if you haven’t tried it yet, only if you like.
There is more for you in the future don’t go down this path and let the devil run you hell is a horrible place someone already died for you Jesus died so you did not have to live in sin ask for forgiveness and pray even if you don’t believe in it just say: Lord, I need you, it is that simple don’t do what you think go with what is right an believe my heavin is better than hell you can sit on the clouds or burn in a pit if fire
Well i just want to forget about my sins and people that i have lost..And i hope to be erased from memory and fade away..i hope i burn! i don’t deserve “gods” mercy or anything..
I agree with SeaDragon. I believe in hell on earth. Half the people are starving though here in America it’s been about a quarter of our children lately. Smallpox and dysentry are making comebacks, but everyone knew that on our way to peak population. At 7 or 8 billion of us, the four horsemen were bound to giddy up and ride like the wind.
People can somehow be happy in hell on earth, I’ve seen it. Maybe they have kids so they need to stay happy and pretend there’s a Santa I don’t know. More power to them as long as their luck lasts. If we make it to adult hood and raise our family while keeping our wits then there are the golden decades of decrepitude to look forward to.
Living hell can be one man’s bowl of cherries, if he’s sufficiently oblivious. To another, it could be a chronic agony boring & burning through his gut and concluding with a cold wet fart in his only set of trousers. Either way life is a “gift,” at least be virtue of the fact it’s been given.
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Seriously?
Yes seriously! I burned all my personal belongings and id papers and little gallow humor wouldn’t hurt.. I have set eyes on my goal and i’am going.. God my heart beats so fast.. It feels like it’s going to explode..
I’m warning you…
From various NDE and PSY reports and research. Your life will flash in front of you, and you will gain the understanding and meaning behind your life, you so lacked. Death is an inner transformation, your higher self from what I know never choses suicide. So you need to know from deep inside, you are ready to go.
One of the best way to do this is Psycho (Psychedelic)- Therapy. This is obviously considered taboo. But well functioning and harmonueous ancient, indigioness cultures have aplied Psychedelic brews and consumed plants and fungi, succesfully to form a balanced way of life, and found themselves strong enough to love life soooo freaking much that they even manage to play the game of life in the jungles of south america. Quite insane, considering most of them were quite certainly more depressed than you are judging from the way you wrote this, this not meaning your situation really sucks and is serious and you have my full compassion, really. So atleast trying a soft kind of mental suicide and opening yourself to new ways of thinking. Always do this with a compassionate therapist though, it’s up to you. Believe me if you haven’t tried it yet, only if you like.
Well i’m not very emotional i rarely cry and speak about my emotions.. But i thought about suicide for really long time..
Don’t do this you can never know if heaven or hell is your eternity
I don’t really care anymore..But hell is what i deserve!
No it is not
There is more for you in the future don’t go down this path and let the devil run you hell is a horrible place someone already died for you Jesus died so you did not have to live in sin ask for forgiveness and pray even if you don’t believe in it just say: Lord, I need you, it is that simple don’t do what you think go with what is right an believe my heavin is better than hell you can sit on the clouds or burn in a pit if fire
Well i just want to forget about my sins and people that i have lost..And i hope to be erased from memory and fade away..i hope i burn! i don’t deserve “gods” mercy or anything..
There is no heaven or hell,
Only infinite bliss once you die. Earth is hell.
I agree with SeaDragon. I believe in hell on earth. Half the people are starving though here in America it’s been about a quarter of our children lately. Smallpox and dysentry are making comebacks, but everyone knew that on our way to peak population. At 7 or 8 billion of us, the four horsemen were bound to giddy up and ride like the wind.
People can somehow be happy in hell on earth, I’ve seen it. Maybe they have kids so they need to stay happy and pretend there’s a Santa I don’t know. More power to them as long as their luck lasts. If we make it to adult hood and raise our family while keeping our wits then there are the golden decades of decrepitude to look forward to.
Living hell can be one man’s bowl of cherries, if he’s sufficiently oblivious. To another, it could be a chronic agony boring & burning through his gut and concluding with a cold wet fart in his only set of trousers. Either way life is a “gift,” at least be virtue of the fact it’s been given.