I constantly cry all of the time, me and my boyfriend are slowly growing apart I love him so much he is everything I am living for I have nothing else I have no family or friends I just want to run away and die in a ditch somewhere .. Anywhere .. I don’t care everyone is better without me I am use to anyone I’m a fuck up I just don’t care what happens to me anymore why can’t there just be one person in this world that will listen to how I feel and not laugh at me or call me names
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You may not know me, but I’ll listen. Your story sounds like mine. I’ll listen. I promise.
I’m in the exactly same situation: my mom and dad are divorced. Both don’t seem to care about me. My boyfriend cheated cheated on me. I have no friends. No family. My soul seems to be sucked out. My innocence, the joy I had – all gone. All I think about is going to a land, far, far away, and never coming back. Talk to me, please… I sincerely wish to live, … but I need to run away from this life.
I’m in a somewhat similar situation to yours.
My boyfriend broke up with me, and I guess that’s what triggered everything. I think him treating me like shit and dumping me was what made me realize all of my other problems.
I’ve been thinking–constantly– about suicide and i cut myself as well.
I even have bleach in my room, just in case.
No one really knows anything about me; my closest friends think I’m the happiest person in the world.
I want them to help me. But when someone asks why I have cuts on my wrist, I reply with,”My ferret scratched me”
I want/need help. I’m just too scared of the way they’re going to help.