Of life and everything. I had a break down back in September and since then my world has fallen apart. Very soon I will be left with £38 a week to live on, and that will reduce soon enough. Life just isn’t fair. I need to feel alive otherwise what is the point in being here? I don’t enjoy anything any more. I wish I could just flip a switch and exist no more. Even my care co-ordinator has given up on me. Back to planning again – suicide isn’t easy.
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Don’t give up on your search for happiness, Vix… That is Yours.
And this is just a suggestion, but I’d rather you do not plan on killing yourself since you cannot guarantee actual satisfaction after the fact. Ever look up at the stars and wonder who else is going through this shit?
Your post made me cry because I once felt the words you are saying. But I’m very happy now and I want to help you and be that friend you need. I would love to tell you more via email. Marlene.J.Salvatore@gmail.com. I hope to hear from you soon ok? Hang in there.