Lost.

So I am really not coping right now, I think my boyfriend (been with him for 4 years) and I are going to break up. I am not sure if this is the right thing, but I can sense it coming anyway.

This is so hard to write.

He is my first everything, and I was wondering if you guys had any special tips you could give me, since a quick Google search doesn’t include mental health issues and you guys would understand that better.

I have severe depression, so I don’t know how I could ever cope with something so huge like this. I am not even coping now, just thinking about it. I have already started cutting again, and have constant migraines. He was always my support through everything, and losing him is incomprehensible.

I spoke to my doctor the other day, and we are thinking about putting me on Anti-depressants.

If you have ANY advice, please comment. I need some guidance right now.

Thank you.