It kind of irks me to know that despite trying so hard im still alive i had written my suicide note posted a goodbye online and tried to kill myself softly….which obviously didnt happen n im alive….typing another post….but feeling the same crap….i wish id be here for no longer
I feel so lonely….i have no one to talk to……suicide helplines doesnt work for me….God what should i do….what should i do?
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Well, you can talk to us here at SP.
I ask myself this question everyday. I haven’t called a suicide helpline in four years. Seriously, the last time I called the lady was rude and tried to refer me to a hospital. Some help.
Many times, I have tried and failed. From this, I realize that, perhaps, its not my time to go, that perhaps their is still some light at the end of this ordeal. So, please, see this attempt as another start. I can’t pretend I know of all your problems but I am willing to at least listen to you. If you need someone to talk to, I’ll be there.
Thankyou so much guys…..it feel light:)
Thankyou suicide project!
Ill be honoured to help you Ladyana…you can ask for my contact e mail if you wish to talk!
Thanks for responding!