Another day full of fake smiles, socializing and deep breathes.
I just don’t know how much more I can take.
I’m physically and mentally tired of breathing.
I’m crying on the inside and I want to break down on the outside.
I’m tired of trying to go about my days smiling and acting happy.
It’s literally tearing me apart..
I just want to take one more breath and let go.
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I don’t feel YOUR pain but share the void. My view is a bit different, i don’t think i can due. Long story short, i live like a man with nothing to lose. I pay the price but also don’t wear a fake anything any more. The ones who do are just that fake.. FML! When i get the balls to do it really, I’ll live through it anyway… Is just the way it is. Make the best of it. I now make others feel my pain.
I so sick of smiling too.
I’ve not happy.
I just want to go. Im struggling with the correct method to exit.
I know what you mean, I feel the same. I just hope that you’ll realize that you are strong enough to make all of this through. Believe in yourself!! <3
One more breath
Automatic unconscious function demanding compliance, do we live to breathe or breathe to live.
Is this why eastern spirituality spends so much time focused on the breath?
It isn’t the number of breaths we take but how we breathe.
Song by Five for Fighting:
Augie nieto’s got a story to tell you
Though it’s hard to hear him speak
He caught lou gehrig rounding third one day
Now he’s happy as he’ll ever be
He’s running through the night
He’ll die before he sleeps
Augie’s found what i’ve been looking for
Augie nieto can tell you he loves you
He’s two wheels close to god
His captain lynn sailing by his side
He’ll never leave you lost
Though his arms can’t squeeze you tight
He’ll hold you when you sleep
Augie’s found what i’ve been looking for
Hey yeah hey yeah
Take it any way it goes
Hey yeah hey yeah
Open up your never mind
Open up your mind
Augie nieto has never been happier
You got to see to believe
He caught lou gehrig rounding third one day
Now he’s carrying the whole team
It’s not the breaths you take
It’s how to breathe
Augie’s found what i’ve been looking for