now even she’s not speaking to me Iv been rejected by the only person who understands ever thing from the this moment on is a punishment every thing that Herts makes me laugh with joy every thing I do see say torch its all a thorn in my side I don’t deserve the life that is given to me I hate not just my life but my self my being my every thing is poison to me
love you hope that you will be stronger than me xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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you commit suicide now? how? how do you feel? it is so hard to do :O
its hard but I tried the long bleed dried up after 15 hours witch sucks I told her I was going and iv tried getting hold of her now it failed I want to talk to her but she’s not replying I don’t know if she’s don something to her self or if she thinks im dead I no nothing im worried about her