how much longer do i have to pretend . Pretend that i wanna live on this earth pretend that i M so happy but deep down im dead . I look in the mirror and i dont see the person i was i just see a face with no meanin. I have the knife sittin right next to me me i wanna die i want this to be my last breath but im scared cause i know where i will end up 6 feet buried in the ground alone with regrets . I am weak but i will over come this sooner or later i will take my life in private so nobody will find the lost brokern girl who the onced ccalled their precious angle
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There is no such thing as happiness.. I dont think so anyway.. Happier, yes.. Happiness is against human nature.. there will always be something just outta reach that we think would make us happy.. And if we actually get it, there is always something more.. Dont think you will ever be happy.. just strive to be happier… I should try that myself.. I dont even pretend to be happy anymore, maybe I should…
alone with regrets kinda says that right now maybe you know that you are not alone, just weak, and the things you think you would regret are the things that you should strive to keep close to you, and you have strength, otherwise you wouldnt have anything to compare weakness too in yourself..
You will overcome this.. You are working on it right now…
and so am i