i dont think im going to make it to night its hot frustrating sickly all my problemes are back and i feel the what of school leve as i leve the hell hole but replaced by well smart arss youv got out of schol what now iv got my dad who whans me to work my mum who whants me to go uney iv got peopleon my cace i cut a bit tonight deep not going to killme but its a midelfinger to life and mum and dad fuck them i think as my teen age side of me takes over but then 35 year old me thinks fuck this world has been hard hasunt it the end result is this callfor some one eney one i just what to talk bout aney thing your problems my problems eney thing  you can think of  just i need to feel human agen