It makes me sad that the only time I feel content is during the day.
It’s like at night is when all the bad things pour out. They seep through my pores and sleep in my eyelids. Whoever is reading this, if anybody is at all, I’m sure you know what I mean, right? Surely I’m not the only one. Night time is when things seem to crash down on you, and it sucks. Like it really really sucks. I wish that life wasn’t like this and I wish I wasn’t like this. I feel really content right now, just today. Probably due to my mental breakdown last night, but it released a lot of angst I had. I’m tired of being let down by others, so I’m trying my hardest to learn to not rely on anybody for anything. I have one life, and so do you. Why waste it?
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People feel the need to end their lives because they are tired. they’re tired emotionally, physically, and mentally. To put up with some of the things they do takes great courage, as does the decision to end one’s life. Some of what they put up with isn’t right, and they don’t want to put up with it. They feel awful. They are made to feel awful.