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looks like im back to this place again
i hate the feeling when everyone is all happy and excited and i feel all alone in my corner and im the only one that feels differently about it. like i feel like no one even thinks about how i feel, maybe im just thinking too much or whatever. you’re still here but you’re not. i’m starting to feel alone. not the alone i used to feel when i didnt give a shit when i was single type of alone. that alone feeling like someones there but they’re not. people in general are better off without me. im just a burden. i think that i focus so much on others and that they’re ok so i have time to focus on myself. i dont think i want to focus on myself just for the fact that im just a wreck, one that you cant fix or clean up. cause one thing will just lead to another.as long as she is ok and happy nothing else even matters, not my well being or anything. who knows?
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Feel the same here… I feel like I’m a loser, people are better off without me as I don’t want people to be depressed by just having such a depressing person around. Recently, I’m going through the hard feeling of a break up. N all of a sudden, I feel so lonely so lonely again… Feel like nothing matters anymore, but the unhappy feeling just keep on going, it’s just like a torment to me everyday. I just want this to end, and always seeing killing myself as a way out. However, I know my parents love me alot, and I’m the only child, I don’t want to hurt them by making their daughter dying before them… Now I feel so stuck, I don’t have energy in doing anything as I don’t enjoy my life anymore, everyday I’m just being depressed, and I can see no way out… I feel so desvatated. Sorry to have said nothing to help you case….