Each Day Is Harder . The Feelings Of Suicide Takes Over Me A lot . I’ve Been Looking Up A Good Way To Go … Not Necessarily A Good Way But Quick . I Hate Living In This Cruel World . My Mom Doesn’t Love Me And My Dad Tried To Rape Me ! I’m Only 17 ! I’ve Been Rapped 3 Times . I Was Once Drugged By A Man And Dont Remember … I Hate My Life ! Help Me …