so i just got my happy pills (anti-depressants) and i just feel like my whole family is judging me for being so depressed. i’m fucking sick of my sister telling me to kill myself. i’m fucking sick of my mum hitting me &Â i’m over my dad yelling at me over every little thing. i’m only fucking human. i’m only 15. why does everyone hate me? everyone’s always mad at me. i’m so fucking scared. everyday i wake up mad at myself for making it through the night. i’m just so.fucking.done.
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I know that this might sound awfull, or like I don’t understand, but I sincerely do. Your right though, you are just a kid, run, leave, do what you must for money but get out of that environment where hating yourself (or allowing others hate) is so bounty full.
And then also remember, there are others just like you… and some of us have grown older, we might not be 100% but we are still here.
All my love to you xx
thank you so much.