My Sexuality Is?

Straight, gay, lesbian, bisexual, all of these and more are labels that define our sexuality, yet I have yet to figure mine out. Well more like I have no idea if what I think I prefer sexually is what I really prefer. I feel as if the person in me doesnt have a place to feel free and be itself. To say I am experienced is an understatement. I have played some sexually arousing games with my friends even though at that time to me it really didnt make sense why the game was arousing to me. A few years ago, I had been riding the bus to this concert and I didnt know before hand that this was the sitution that would question my sexuality. This cute emo girl had been sitting across from me and since she looked like my kind of person, I talked to her. It was quite some time before she started “teasing” me, or so my friends said. She stretched in front of me and did a sort of wiggle and then as if realizing I wasnt really entertained she danced for me. Yet again I did not feel any real sexual excitement so I just ignored when she climbed onto my lap. She said some very enticing things in my ear but I just looked at her and said what had been repeating in my head for some time,”I dont find your gender very arousing.” She had apologized then giggled and walked away, I never saw her again. This made me realize that I was crooked.