My mom works in hospice and deals with a lot of shit. I just found out today that she was exposed to hepatitis c. She’s getting tested for it now and she told me that the likelihood of her actually contracting it is very slim. I’m just really worried for her and I’m praying that everything is going to be okay. My mom is a strong woman and has always been there for me….I don’t think I could handle it if she got sick like that. Also, I’ve been feeling really low again. I go through these spurts of happiness and then I just get really sad. I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve got 8 more days of school and I’m just feeling really run down or if it’s because something is actually bothering me that I haven’t realized yet. I know a lot of it has to do with my ex….but like I said, I’m still trying to get over her. Even though it feels impossible. I’m just ready for today to be over.
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Hang in there for your mom. Chances are she will be okay. I wish my mom was still alive. That would enough reason to keep pushing. She died five years ago and my world has been so lonely ever since….
As for your ex, trust me when I say that you will get over her…in time. I had an ex who made me want to die. That was 12 years ago. Today I cannot, for the life of me, understand why I let this person make me so crazy. I feel absolutely nothing for them. Not love. Not hate. Nothing.
Thank you 🙂 I’m really hoping she’ll be okay. I’m sorry for your loss, I couldn’t imagine how it must feel. And hopefully I’ll be able to move on from her, it’s just at this point in time I really don’t want to…if that makes sense?
That’s fucked up sorry about that