a pathetic lonely lesbian who is in love with her straight best friend whom she’ll never tell.
who is still in her closet.
has stopped making friends.
is failing in college.
have parents she cant share with her feelings with coz her dad is a businessman who only thinks about money and is always busy.
whose mom is a housewife and overly emotional with low bp.
a brother she cannot rely on.
who cant be with a book infront if her for more than 10 minutes
who is a coward
afraid of death
still wants to suicide
wants this pain to end
and painlessly
cant find any meaning to her life.
fells like she has this heavy stone placed on her heart 24 x 7
who has forgotten to smile
and stays alone as long as she can in her room
and rarely talks….
can ny1 help her to find a painless way to suicide??
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I would never tell anyone how to die or give them ideas on how to commit suicide. what I will say is that death is never the answer, sure life is hard but it wasnt meant to be easy. There is always someone out there who you should live for, your meant to be something great in this life. it may not be today, nor tomorrow but some day you will be something amazing! believe in yourself, your the only one you can truely count on.. <3
she’s already living for some1. the point is “she” doesnt know.. she wasnt always like this.. coz she had her by her side… now she is far away.. how and where can she find the inspiration or willingness to live in a mess like this when only thing she can think about is killing herself