Hey I am new to this and I thank you for allowing me to post my feelings. I want to die I feel alone and worthless, but here is the thing I have friends who say they care and family who are there, but so are they the voices, the screams, the confusion, the more they talk the more I become sad and the faster I lose track and fall into depression and once I am there in the hole they scream. They scream saying I am worthless I should die I have never been loved. I want to die cause they never stop and I don’t know why.
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i can relate..i want to be able to die peacefully, to stop the pain that has been haunting me for years..but then theres the family and friends..telling me that they care just like u say..that by them trying to make u feel better they just make u feel worse..making you feel guilt..making you feel that u cant even do that..that you cant even die like u desire..
all i want is to be left alone and they only seem to want to be around me when i am there
These voices are simply reflecting your thoughts of yourself. Maybe you blocked out somethings that occurred before hence you can’t figure out where these voices are coming from.