Sleep’s been my favourite part of this existence in the past 2 years – if only I could find some med/technique to ‘trick’ my system to sleep at will, without causing harm; would make things more bearable.
Yeah, but you do at least “enjoy” it, clever, which I do as well. I think sleep is beautiful really, or maybe I’m just saying that due to my mental state. All the drives/urges, unfulfilled ambitions – yeah, would be nice if circumstances became conducive to bringing them to fruition – but sleep, yeah sleep, is bliss; just switch off from everything, and blissfully sleep. Until I’m not afraid or am not pushed to try and make it a permanent state, I’ll take as much of it as I can.
How I wish I could agree with you! But sleep just ain’t bliss to me, no way. I have nightmares way to often to enjoy it. Like really torturous nightmares. And I sleep too bad. Soon as I go off to sleep, I slip into another distorted world my mind creates. There’s just no getaway for me, no “break” from the reality. Although sometimes I do have really nice dreams, but they’re just too rare. Usually I can’t sleep for more than 8 hours on end. Unless I take a handful of pills.
I take it you’re referring to my comment – well, sleepy when I wrote it, still sleepy I guess. A year or so ago I used to wake up everybody with the noise I used to make while ‘asleep’ – everything from wild profanity to just screaming like a banshee (if that’s the word); now, I just switch off, and (unfortunately) switch back on, peaceful as daisies (?). You’re probably going through a lot or just have a lot of repressed stuff you need to process. Anyway, here’s hoping you join me (‘figuratively’) in blissful sleep soon. Ah, well, perhaps I should sleep a bit more…
I cant sleep.
Neither in day or night.
And if i do it (for overtiredment) i sleep just 2 or 4 hours.
Once a medic give me some pills. I dont like that, it give me nightmares.
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I am unable to sleep more than 10 hours at once, and i can only do that if i’ve stayed up for more than 1 day, and that’s only if nothing wakes me up.
I can’t just sleep the days away. I get restless.
Sleep’s been my favourite part of this existence in the past 2 years – if only I could find some med/technique to ‘trick’ my system to sleep at will, without causing harm; would make things more bearable.
@searchingformeaning:
I agree, sleep is also my favorite part of existence.
For whatever reason, living for the sole purpose of enjoying sleep, does not seem to fulfill me.
All the time.
Yeah, but you do at least “enjoy” it, clever, which I do as well. I think sleep is beautiful really, or maybe I’m just saying that due to my mental state. All the drives/urges, unfulfilled ambitions – yeah, would be nice if circumstances became conducive to bringing them to fruition – but sleep, yeah sleep, is bliss; just switch off from everything, and blissfully sleep. Until I’m not afraid or am not pushed to try and make it a permanent state, I’ll take as much of it as I can.
How I wish I could agree with you! But sleep just ain’t bliss to me, no way. I have nightmares way to often to enjoy it. Like really torturous nightmares. And I sleep too bad. Soon as I go off to sleep, I slip into another distorted world my mind creates. There’s just no getaway for me, no “break” from the reality. Although sometimes I do have really nice dreams, but they’re just too rare. Usually I can’t sleep for more than 8 hours on end. Unless I take a handful of pills.
I take it you’re referring to my comment – well, sleepy when I wrote it, still sleepy I guess. A year or so ago I used to wake up everybody with the noise I used to make while ‘asleep’ – everything from wild profanity to just screaming like a banshee (if that’s the word); now, I just switch off, and (unfortunately) switch back on, peaceful as daisies (?). You’re probably going through a lot or just have a lot of repressed stuff you need to process. Anyway, here’s hoping you join me (‘figuratively’) in blissful sleep soon. Ah, well, perhaps I should sleep a bit more…
I cant sleep.
Neither in day or night.
And if i do it (for overtiredment) i sleep just 2 or 4 hours.
Once a medic give me some pills. I dont like that, it give me nightmares.
That’s weird cause I usually sleep for about 12 hours, occasionally more than 14 hours