I cant do anything good. My life is a burden on my father. The only friend i have is my girl friend. I love her. We are best friends. But my father thinks that she is affecting my studies. She is not, my grandfather died and i was very close to him. After that i was never able to study or do anything properly. I kept on shrinking inside. No one loves me. And i dont want to be a burden anymore on my father, so i am giving up my life. I just want to meet my girl friend once and apologize to her as i could not come out of my trauma. I cant take the cruelty of this world anymore…………..
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Hi, Nitin. Sorry about your grandad’s death. Have you tried talking to your dad about how hard it has been for you after his death? Try to tell him that it is the reason you have been struggling, and unable to study properly, and that your girlfriend has been a source of support to you, helping you cope, and that you need her around. Try to talk with dad and perhaps to others in your family about the effect all this is having on you; don’t give up. All the best.
I it’s been hard on you for a while. At least you have someone to be your friend and better yet, she’s your girl friend. If she loves you, that’s one of many reasons not to give up.