My first post

I am not really sure where to begin. I guess at the start of of why I am here iz just as good a place as any. It was the beginning of September 2011. I had concluded that I would never find a girl that completed the part of me that only a girl who truly loved me could fill.

Then I met Jenny. Just saying Jenny starts the hurricane of sweeping emotions moving inside me again. We had a short conversation about religion. She, Christian, and I at the time was reading the teachings of Buddah. My first impression was that she seemed real, in that I mean she didn’t just say what I wanted to hear. We had a debate of sorts and I liked that. I found it attractive. We were both busy but decided to meet again and continue our debate about religion. I placed no significant weight to it just another day.

Our next meeting was something entirely different, we spent about two hours going back and forth about our beliefs, in the end we were’nt even talking about religion anymore.

It seemed that we had connected internally and had begun to share our more personal desires as it would relate to being in a fulfilling reationship. You see she was as lonely as I was searching for that one person to perfectly fill the void. As I was also.

We determined that a third meeting was a good thing but this time we decide the following day was appropriate. So I don’t drag this out too long ill simplify it a bit.

We became a couple and after about two months of completely surprising each other by being able to fill the voids we both had before we met. We decides to live together.

it just kept getting better and better. And up to this point we had not made love and were still both content. At the beginning at December she informed me she would be going to the mainland in A couple weeks( we live on Maui, Hawaii ) to spend some time with her mom and sister.

I was obligated to complete some work that I was involved with though Dec- Jan. so I did not go with her. Three day before she was schedule to go we made love together and we felt that what we had was going to last forever. Texting and phone calls and Skype happened constantly during her time away and when she returned it was agin heavenly for us both. I had been making a lot of money over the last ten years. I had started a construcrion company in 1999 and it had faired well. But the economy here was starting to slow down and I was not as busy according to my calls and and contracts schedule as I had been the past few years.  I was perfectly fine with that it gave me more Tim wih Jenny.