So… this is new for me. I’ve only talked to a few people about what’s going on in my life. I have my suicide planned; the how and when. I just can’t deal anymore. I guess I was hoping to come on this site and something would miraculously change my mind or make things better, but, things don’t always go as you had planned.
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I started coming here several months ago planning to kill myself, too. I don’t think anything has miraculously changed my mind or even that things have gotten better. But, I do think posting here helps.
For me, just being able to type it out: ‘I want to kill myself’ and not have anyone rag on me or call the police somehow keeps me from doing it. Or, at least buys me more time. I still think about it every day but coming here and being able to tallk about something no one else in the world gets and not being judged by anyone here is theraputic for me.
For now, this site works for me.