Honestly there is no point in living anymore.I had and done what any person would wish in life.Now i have been depressed almost 5 months and no one even tries to help out , everyone is just selfish. All what people care is that u do this for them and you do thatfor them.My brother passed away and my dad past away to . ALL I HAVE LEFT IS MY FUTURE WIFE AND MY MOM. Its been almost a month im not very happy with my mom , she been lieing to me and causing major problems to me with my fiancee. She doing it imporpesly. Then my fiancee starts attacking me and pressuringme to get back well with my mom. Its been 4 months and we have problems everyother day. My fiancee just wont back up and let me sort it my way with my mom. My mom starts calling her and starts complaining to her my heart hurts etc.. So my fiancee starts pressuring me in regards my mom . My mom is lieing to her just so my fiancee feels pitty for my mom . And im tired of all this . I was great with my fiancee shes the love of my life . I love her so much . But shess a kid . She starts swearing and cusing at me and today she told me the worse thing she could ever tell to me , she said that she didnt have much problems with her ex boy friend .
That killed me when i herd all this . She is the major cause of my amger in our relationship. I already tried to commit sucide i jumped on a moving car . Stayed in the hospital several weeks . But now thats it . I will never forgive her for what she did for me in the pasd and i will never for give her how she starts abusing me and pressuring me. Thats it that it.i start shouting at her after she starts pressuring me and starts abusing its normall i would. Te words that she starts say are like knifes hitting my chest. Im tired of all this . Im going to end all this . Im going to go see my mom and sort somethings out within these 3 days and ill go… Id rather die then living like this . My fiancee is 60 percent for my decition to comit sucide and my mom 40 percent . The sad part of all this is that i love her so much and ill miss her.
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It must be hard for you being in between two women you love. All you want is for them to get along. But that is hard. Do all of you have to live together or is there a chance you and your fiancee could live on your own?