I dont know what to even think about anymore I have gone through enough where I give great advice but for some reason I wont listen to it myself, I help everyone else but no one helps me out. I feel like I’m the only one. I don’t know how I can stand it sometimes. I have gone with out cutting for a little while now, and I always feel I am going to slip and do it again. The one person that has helped me the most screws me over every once in a while but I get over it because she actually listens most of the time but I keep pushing her away because I feel bad about it. I don’t know why I do that.
I go through these really tough times where all this crap happens but then I come out on top and everything is better for a little bit but then it all goes down hill again. It never seems to stay better, Im on prozac but I get tired of taking it. So I stop but then it all seems fine for about a month and then my emotions go all crazy and I have to take it again, I am just tired of it. I don’t know how to fix it but I want to…
Sorry for that rant, needed to get it out… I am tired of holding most things in so I figured this was as good of place as any since I can relate..
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People are trying to help. So don’t push them away! It’s hard to accept love if you don’t love youself. I suppose that’s a good place to start.