Guess who’s throwing up again? Cyd. That’s who. I know.. I know.. I should really see a doctor since this is a recurring problem. I get it. I just don’t feel like dealing with it. So, instead of thinking about my volatile stomach, I’m just gonna post a random poem a wrote a few months ago…sorry it’s so goddamn depressing, but I’m still proud of it.
Mornings ruin my day
A beating heart is useless
Lying, waiting for my body to die
A beating heart is worthless
When you no longer need its services
My stomach is on fire
I guess I’ll let it bleed
Maybe I’ll fill this syringe
All the way to the brim
And just stick it in
Tonight I might just
Repaint my bedroom wall
My brains the medium
A 22 my brush
Heroin
Holds hands with
Euphoria
Peel my flesh away to
Empathy
I hate my life
Apathy
I wanna die
6 comments
Nice written.
I hope you feel better soon.
Eat fruit, 2 pieces a day 🙂
Thanks! Maybe the kiwi I ate today will help. 🙂
keep vomitting if it inspires such peotry !! No, probably not healthy, hope the kiwi helps!
Haha. I can almost promise the vomiting will continue! So will the poetry! 🙂 The kiwi has actually made me more hungry, I haven’t been hungry in weeks! 😀
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I like kiwis – DON’T vomit them up (if you can); i remember someone once told me that some type of charcoal helps with nausea/vomiting. I took it in capsule form, helped i guess; anyways, good luck; i like dark/morbid poetry, may want to try something with a little more light though, but hey if it helps express yourself, keep vomitting, no sorry, i meant keep writing this poetry…
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Thanks! Haha. I didn’t puke up the kiwis, so life is pretty good. Glad you like the poetry! 😀