I believe that suicide is not the way out. Right now, you must get yourself together and think.
If you feel pain now. Do you really know where you are going?. It could be worse. Have you thought of that? There must be something that can change your mind. THINK. Please!
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ok now you are touching on the scariest thing about suicide because we don’t know for sure where we’re going. That’s what scares me the most because nobody can say one hundred percent there is no hell. But life is unbearable so I feel like I’m being squeezed between two walls, you know. If I stay here I suffer, if I succeed at suicide I might suffer worse? This is mental torture. I was born with disfiguring and disabling condition that is one of my prime motivators for suicide. Life is not tolerable with this disease. It’s hard for me to imagine that any god would be sick enough to send me to hell because I took my life because I could not bear a very violent disease. But again, maybe there is a god that demented. But if god really is that cruel…I feel like why bother trying to please somebody that cruel. I don’t know. I want out that’s all.
Are you talking about a life after death because i believe in on such thing. I believe the minute i die and if i’m buried which i don’t want to be, but id go straight into the ground and turn into soil after ages and i help flowers to grow ,which in turns help the earth to go on , so i think is way nicer than the whole fairy tale of an afterlife. To be fair death and life both have there fairytales and happy ending ,i think some are betters for others. But i also believe in people rights to a choice to how they want to live or die. I know you or i may not understand but i think people choices need to be respected.
That thought scares me but living a terrible life is just as scary. as Rach said its like being squeezed between two walls.