i wish i could tell you the truth but youd hate me forevre so i try find exsusis to talk to you and grantid some of them are pritey petetic but its all i dear do this could go horably wrong but at the same time it could be the best thing in the world i hope if you reed this you will never know but at the same time i whant you to but i dont but i do its all fuckt up if you look at it but hay thats my life for you fuckt up a mess… lacing a sens of yer i can do this