I am falling to pieces. I cant seem to get my head on. I am screaming in my room… I FUCKING HATEE MYSEELF!!!! I dont want to hurt myself. I just want it all to stop. I want some quiet. I want some quiet. I want to stop crying. I want to feel like a whole person. I dont know what is going on. I cant do this. I cant. 🙁
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I am so sorry to hear this. i feeling exactly the same. everyday i cry and everyday i want to die. i know wont help you with anything, but just so you know you’re not alone. i dont know you and you dont know me, but i hope one day that everything is going to be better for you. …
-from another sad soul.
for 3 years I didnt fell like this. I thought I had beat this. I thought I had won. Thank you acknowledging my existence. I am scared.
🙁 …….. but you know one thing? i’m in a dark room right now and i cant see light, but i can see one thing.. and that is if we survive this, we are going to survive anything … i have all my years though that “everything that doesn’t kill you makes you stronger” was some madeup bullshit. but it’s not… keep on fighting (i will do that to), even if it feels impossible….. and dont forget to hope. i’m not going to lie, i dont have hope now i haven’t had hope for some years.. but hope is one of the best things a human has in his heart… “to see light when your in the darkest of the places, that’s the day a miracle happens”… i dont believe in miracles, but i hope there are miracles. :’)
I ddont feel that. I just smoked a lil pot, and now I feel numb. I would like to believe in miracles. I would love to believe that something good was going to come out of this. I didnt do anything stupid. I burned my self a lil with a cigarette(my perderred method before I started cutting). I dont know what else to do.
i can not help you and my words i’m typing is not going to change anything but i just want to say good luck and hope everything goes better for you. i dont know you, and for you i’m probably just someone behind a computer somewhere in the world of billions people, but i promise you i care.
I care too. feeling numb passes after a while. I’m also hoping for a miracle. Maybe something good will happen to you, you never know. You can find the strength inside yourself to do it, we all have that hidden strength. why do you hate yourself?
I could have left her before it came to this. She moved down to fla from ny, and me back to pa from ny with the idea that we would be together. I left her just 3 days ago. Each day has been rough. Shes okay. I am not. Shes dealing with it better than I am. She has probably replaced me already. I dont want to die alone. I am 27 and should have my head on straight. I am going to die alone. I have been thinking about doing it. When I close my eyes, I can see my brains hitting the wall behind me.
The pain of separation passes after a while. Right now it hurts like hell but it won’t always feel like this. You won’t feel the same after some time passes. You never know, you will probably find someone else once you get over this, someone you are more compatible with. Why did you leave her?
I left because she shitted on our plan. I was supposed to move down there. She told me not to come, even though I had job interviews down there. There was a big fight and I broke up with her. It isnt just the pain of separation, its the pain of being alone. Dying alone. Im so scared.
Don’t kill yourself over a break up, it’s not worth it. I know the pain of being alone, i’m 25 and i’ve been alone for a long time now. Visit some friends or family, or talk to people here if you don’t have any – you will see that the pain subsides with time and you get used to it. I’m also scared of dying alone, it is frightening but I gave myself some time to maybe find someone so I am not alone in this.
I just dont know what to do anymore. I feel so lost. I need help, maybe.
I’ve seen a post like this before. Same title, same content. Of the 35,000 posts on this site, there was someone, somewhere that felt exactly the same as you feel now. Nobody knows what happened to them, whether they recovered or what they are doing. If they are still alive, that experience is probably a distant memory.
came out of a rough relationship recently too man..it def hurts but the pain will subside once you make a choice to say fuck you to the fear and get back out there and stay busy. she had me replaced even before we stopped talking so i kno the pain. the worst thing you could do is isolate yourself and think like ive done. i got no choice in the matter in my uniquely fucked up situation but you do have a choice.
I have an interesting situation here myself. I just moved back to PA with my parents, and all of my old friends here are now dope fiends and I cant really associate with them