I have noone to talk to. No friends. Literally. No family. Literally. I haven’t lived at home since I was 17. So I’m turning to the interwebs. If you have knowledge in “T.I.s” that would be divine. Relatively speaking I need someone on my level or the next.
I am 22. This is not a plea for attention, nor am I Â searching for pity. Read my other post and maybe my pro to get maybe the slightest idea.
Thanks.
-From one void to another
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So will it be the BLUE pill
Or the RED pill….?
what are T.I.s?
sorry if this sounds stupid, but are u talking about frequencies achieved through meditation?
I think they mean the frequency between people.
Transitional Intelligence, targeted impotence, trace amounts of iodine, talking idiot…Am I close…?
Whenever I google “T.I’s” all I get is that damn…singer, rapper, more unlikely, artist?
Transgenderly inept? 😐
…did I win?
That…is…brilliant.
Yay!! 😀
There is an ancient Chinese concept known as “Ti”. I’m not sure if that’s what the author of this post is referencing. There’s a wikipedia entry for .
Tell It
“Testicle Implants” I think I’ve got this
I was going to say “targeted individual,” as-in “they chose me.” Perhaps as a guinea pig, perhaps as a gov’t conspiracy type thing.
Also, @RT30: have you considered the notion of the “purple pill?” It’s basically where you stay plugged-in, but without losing what you learned, and things don’t “go back to normal.” You choose to remain and know, you’re in the matrix. In the “real” matrix, that’s all you can really do. You kinda can’t unplug. I think that whole movie was based on the concept of “if you could unplug from the matrix and work against it…” because, for now, you really can’t. The best you can do is know it exists, while being stuck in it.
Just some thoughts.
Upstaged again! *snap* 😉
Wait, wait!! I feel a come back coming on… …wait for it…
Ehh.. Maybe they just don’t know how to spell H.I.V.
😐 is that joke too dark for this site?
Oh I thought he might be talking about levels in meditation because in his other post he talks about awakening , realms and levels, words I heard a lot when I was doing a lot of meditation 😛
@clevername-
Hmmm.. The purple pill? Very curious indeed.
I feel like I am plugged in and yes…I’m well aware!
…..:| anyone got a Red pill handy?
T.I.s= Terrible Inquary sindrome ….problem solved! 😉 your welcome.
Thanks for all the interest and replys lol. Higher frequency meaning a highter state of consciousness. T.I. meaning Targeted individual. It is real. Thousands are going through it. Including me. You don’t know torment. The puns made me half smile. At most. Thank you. Heh.
Past that stage buddy lol
Clevername. You are on point. But its a tad more complex. Like a matrix within a matrix. Beginning to realize that its a matrix within a matrix within a matrix.
Back to the T.I. (targeted individual) forced isolation is torment. The electronic harassment. Gang stalking, street theater. Let us think back to 1998 when Hollywood released “The Truman Show” starring Jim Carrey, but including the formentioned torture. If anyone has an interest in helping me through this, the least some advice from someone who has knowlegde of said problems, instead of joking, I would be thankful.
Would a T.I. necessarily “know” they are? Or are many targeted without realizing what’s happening, and driven insane and/or suicided?
Just wondering your take on it, as i’ve often wondered about… things… that have occurred in my life, and even some of the people i’ve encountered.
Well there’s two type s of people. Ever heard that before lol. Yes it is a duality. Some do not know and never find out because they aren’t smart enough to question their world around them like lol the matrix. Some don’t know then later find out about it. And when that happens, it becomes worse. They “the branch that carries out this program” call it “The Program”. Its a multi-year program. But ultimately it is to make the mark commit suicide, murder that said mark. Have him locked up in the loony bin on anti-psychotic meds, sent to prison etc. The first few websites on a google search for targeted individual should give you Insight.
Some say its just part of a multi decade process of depopulating the earth. Which is true in my eyes based on facts. Knowledge. Some chalk it off to Armageddon and the battle of souls. In which case I’m a pawn. I wish I would have took the blue pill. Can you say a rainbow pill haha.
I could go I to detail if you’d like. Its horrible. From the experiencer’s perspective anyhow.
I think its just better I do this. They have reached their goal. I am completely isolated to the point where its been long enough to where I have lost all contact with any friends I had back when I was 17. Been away from my family. My mom and her parents are dead. No one else talks to me. If there ever was a kindling flame, it has went out. That’s just 1 percent. I have learned how to make a noose in under ten seconds. Grease that baby up and find out why the chicken crossed the road.
You know, i had heard the term years ago, but figured it wasn’t something i wanted to know more about, as the concept initially seemed so disgusting and heinous, to me, and “if there was such a thing,” there would be very little, if anything, i could do about it.
I think the best you can do is try to survive, make it as costly for them as you can, and raise awareness. Their aim is to make you off yourself or go crazy, right? Might as well give ’em hell. If you can get your hands on legit documents or proof, do so, and make it visible.
I didn’t realize this was connected to the depopulation agenda, but it makes sense.
I am probably a T.I. … but i’ve become a ghost, socially.
Isn’t it interesting how feeling like someone is trying to make you kill yourself, makes you want to do the opposite?
But you know, even if i was/am a TI, it doesn’t change my views on the world. There are lots of good things that can happen and be enjoyed, despite our evil draconian overlords.
At the very least, this “program” does seem plausible. I will continue telling people to be wary of powerful gov’ts, and that all gov’ts are corrupt, to some degree, if not entirely by design, then by the nature of such things. This is just as true for “shadow gov’ts.”
Perhaps utilize the “forced isolation” for things you’d have to be alone to do anyway. Like philosophy or meditation, or breathing exercises, or reading, or… you get the idea. Sometimes a snake must remain coiled for a long time, before the arrival of the perfect opportunity to strike.
Be stubborn and vicious. Try to maintain physical health and sanity. Hold yourself together no matter what. You could even try to employ some misdirection…
Misdirection?. You had my curiousity. Now you have my attention.
You know… false positives, unpredictable or unexpected changes in patterns… adhering to patterns as a means of “seeming normal” or “going as planned.”
Work to be smarter than them, without drawing attention to yourself. Or, BY drawing attention. You have to analyze your own situation and figure out what would best subvert their efforts.
I recommend playing some chess, if you can access it. Learn logic and dismantle everything into pieces. Maybe learn about “profiling,” and related tactics and methodologies. Try to figure out how “they” think. Figure out as much as you can, and in the process, your mind will sharpen and stabilize… if you can hold on long enough. Make a survival plan and stick to it.
You can even pretend you’re in some kind of super-spy espionage movie, as a way to make it feel less hyper-serious, so as to lessen the strain.
Maybe you can learn to become invisible, unplug from the matrix, and become untraceable. Maybe you can figure out their weakness and expose it for all to see. Maybe you can find a way to explain it, without making “normal” people think you’re “crazy.” Keep playing with the pieces until you know how to manipulate them.
That seemed to fit together like a puzzle with what I was expecting. And yes those ideas, thoughts, and state of mind have graced me with their presence. I’m smart. Just not that smart. Or maybe I’m just fooling myself. Maybe you are one of them… how did you come up with the perfect repsonse? I’ve left a lot out and you seem to be tuned into that anyway.
By the way. I hope you know that electronic harrassment includes gamma radiation exposure and makeing the target hear voices. And I know these voices aren’t mine I’m tuned In Enough to be able to differentiate the two. They are able to read thoughts. And process them I to words and or images. Loom it up I’m not talki g out my ass. Do you think its a mass delusion being experienced by thousands? Unless we were all at that one rave and took the “bad” acid, I think not.
Anyhow the voices, haha, said they aren’t goi g to do anything untill the “light” is on. So I’m afraid. Have been. Its like I’m at a stand point I’m afraid to enhance or evolve my mind for fear of death.
Please I know it sounds crazy. But that is the goal.
Anyhow as you may have gathered, I have no privacy, not even in my thoughts.
As much as i know you’d expect me to say something like this: I assure you, i am absolutely not “one of them.” I don’t really have any way to prove that. The most likely reason that my response seems to fit, is that i’ve spent years thinking about such things. Like i said before “things…” in my life, have caused me to wonder whether i was really just “paranoid,” or if there were really connections between events. I didn’t always see the reasons, but lots of stuff has happened that “just can’t be coincidence.” At least, that’s how it feels. I do realize that things can indeed just be coincidence, and i usually try to find any other reasonable explanation for anything, before jumping to the “they’re out to get me” conclusion.
Let’s just say, i knew who alex jones was, before 9/11. Not saying he’s mr. wonderful, but he certainly talks about things most people won’t, even if he’s not the best example. Just gives you an idea how long i’ve been “tuned into” this kind of thing, and aware of the possibilities that there are serious things happening that most people have no idea about, and would not even want to believe, if you slapped them in the face with proof.
In fact, before your latest response, i was thinking of how to explain an idea i had about how “if you had someone else inside your mind, how would you approach the problem of preventing them from accessing your most private thoughts?”
I don’t know how to explain it, but… think about it. “Misdirection” would be a good start. Avoiding certain thoughts would be another factor. Learning out to “empty your mind” would be another. They can’t read what isn’t there.
Compare it to the ideas of information security and encryption. “Obfuscation” isn’t a reliable means of security, but it can add some delay and feedback. It can make it take too long to break through. Encryption can make unsecured information useless, or unable to be decoded, interpreted, and translated.
If you can manage to establish a precedent of them expecting to find “useless” thoughts, or perhaps nothing at all… how long will they keep looking? Who knows. But i have to think that anything procedural that follows any set of rules, must have some sort of standards to determine whether there is anything useful to learn, and a way of evaluating whether they should continue spending resources on a particular target. Or maybe not?
I’m rambling now i guess.
Anyway, i’ve certainly experienced instances where i thought i “heard something,” and it was enough that i had to look around and go check. Sometimes it could be kids in the neighborhood, or someone’s car stereo, windows down, passing by…
I don’t think anything that is artificially induced, can be considered “a mass delusion.” Although, it’s possible they’re playing with “HAARP” -style things, experimenting with area of effect stuff, and affecting lots of people at once.
Could “until the light is on” mean “until you figure it out?” Like “idea/lightbulb” light? “Enlightenment” light?
Maybe there’s a way to reclaim your mind, or at least keep some of it “encrypted.”
“There is a war on for your mind.” If the game is “mind control,” then you have a natural advantage in that it is Your mind, and the human mind/brain is capable of some amazing feats, if you can figure out how to train it.
Ok I had something typed up but of course when I went to post it it said I wasn’t logged in. Heres part of it.
When I was shelter hopping wierd shit would happen. Like u said. Chess.
Thats all anyone ever wanted to play with me. I won once out of 50. Cuz they know I have no logic. Or when I would arrive somewhere new, I would sit down, not to long after a group of men would sit down and start playing cards or dominoes and would use a lot of just verbs and adjetives. Shit that would describe my particular situation. Talking to me indirectly. Like he would say something directed towards me then another man would reply with something that I would have said. They would say stuff like he’s in a “bubble”. Or ” I knew you were coming” language and dialog that an agent would say. I know I’m not smart at all. Its a game to them. Like taking candy from a dead baby. They call me deadhead cuz I can’t seem to process what’s happening around me, or I choose not to out of fear. And I only know these thing from experience, like all these random words or phrases would be said that has to do with who I am, what I’ve done etc.
On another note, I think you get their antics and they said one time “we’re not going to do anything until the lights on” wich I assume they are talking about my mental status. Which puts me in a standstill. I’m afraid of what’s to come if I do evolve and enhance my mind. I heard once “the pilots on”. Like a stove clicking trying to start a flame? Or “light” lol I’m fucked.
I’m sorry if I repeated some things its late. And you talk about encryption etc. Computers right? I’ve heard them use terminology like that. I.e. ” he can only read” “can’t write” like just observing. Not doing anything else.
And there are many facters. HARRP project blue beam.
Neurophones.
Mind control.
I just don’t know if I want to keep trying.
I just want to live a normal life.
Consider this:
We are all going to die someday, no matter what we do, or don’t.
You might as well try, and do the best you can to make the most of it.
/Especially/ if there is a secret organization commissioned to carry out a depopulation agenda, through mind-control experiments on the general populous.
Try to make it so that they would have to become Overt, to affect you in any significant way. Learn to identify their “antics,” and simply ignore it, when possible. Be as uncontrollable as possible, yet, completely in self-control. It’s your body and mind, and you are the sole proprietor, and the only one with any real “right” to choose what you want to do with it.
That said; chess is hard at first. For most people, it stays hard for a while. There are established patterns and known strategies and “styles” of play. My dad taught me chess when i was a kid, but i didn’t really “get it” until i was an adult. Certainly more than meets the eye, to that game. But in this world of shiny hollywood distractions, it’s often overlooked and under-appreciated.
I don’t think that “transients” speaking oddly is all that strange. Non-standard people speaking non-standard language… seems reasonable. I also think they might be more sensitive, or perhaps less desensitized, to other people’s “energy.” It’s hard to explain… but back to the topic of “profiling,” there is a lot that can be read about a person, just by observing them. “In a bubble” probably means there seems to be a translation or interaction delay… or may even mean that they “feel” that you seem to be “detached” from your surroundings, or as though you are behind a sort of communication barrier, possibly perceived to be of your own creation. Like you’re “walled off” or “shielded.” Maybe the person just knew you were coming? It’s possible to know things in advance, through environmental cues and body language. Sometimes people just say things. Sometimes they say they know things they can’t know, or think they know things they don’t really know, but end up being true anyway.
Lots of people share similar traits or experiences, and it’s entirely possible that the “random words or phrases” might have nothing at all to do with you, but just so happen to seem meaningfully connected to your life in some way.
I guess my point is to relax, try to keep an open mind, and try not to think everything “odd” is automatically part of “the program.” If you really are a TI, the best thing you can probably do, is trigger your “placebo” effects, by tricking your brain into believing there is no “program.” I wonder if the truth of privacy is as important as the belief that it is true.
Perhaps if “they” were to “read” that your thoughts believe there is no effect… then perhaps they might believe their measures are having no effect on you.
If someone wants to play mind games, master your mind and game them back. If it’s real, it’s not like you have much choice, anyway. You might as well at least try to make it difficult for them. Right? Or maybe even pretend you don’t notice. You’re the one in the situation, you’ll have to evaluate and determine your own best course, perhaps through trial and error.
Thank you whoever you are.
“Dan”
I understand fully what we have discussed.
I will put some thought into it.
One more thing:
You say you just want to live a normal life… and i think most people, here on SP as well as the rest of the world, would agree. You’re quite normal, in that regard.
But i realized a long time ago that “normal” is just another illusion. “The normal life” is just another dream… much like “the good life” used to be. It’s just another diversionary distraction tactic, to keep us all focused on something other than reality.
I can’t help but wonder if all the people who “just want to live a normal life” are actually under the influence of another type of “mind-control.” It sure seems that way to me.
While i would probably be content to settle for “normal,” what i really want, is an amazing life, fulfilling, complete.
These days i suppose i seem “weird” to want what’s best for me… or to even know what that is. Or maybe that’s just because i know it’s not what other people seem to expect me to think it is.
Think of your mind like it’s your “Alamo.” Mine is.
For a lack of better words, yes normal life. Fulfilling, complete, successful in my own minds eye.
See I went from being a sheltered kid having no philosophy, no guidance. No high school. Played video games my whole life, played pokemon cards, drugs, wrong crowd, etc I got shoved into this real word so suddenly and premature and now I feel 40 and still dumb as a box of rocks. I can’t return from whence I came. I have been homeless off and on for 3 or 4 years. I’m socially awkward and I can’t look at people the same due to “the program”. I don’t think god gave me the gift. Its either a life of being labled with possibility of death. Or suicide. In this case euthanasia. Assisted suicide. They’re doing a good job at that. I used to get laid all the time been with over 100 females in my day. Now I’m creepy. Slow. I can hardly grasp social interaction. Like think about what I say and the effect it will have. Body posture. Facial expressions etc. Hindsight is always horrible with me. Why did I say/do that? So on and so on.
I have no roots. And no friends. No love. My heart feels like its rotting and my soul gets fainter and fainter every moment. I feel like I have no soul. I’ve tried to teach my self not to need these things. But its almost impossible. Human beings are love. We need it to function and to live. I’m rotting. Slowly decaying.
I ask my self…
What have I become?
I am a horrible soul.
And deserve all this.
Its like hell. On earth.
You want the flames to stop. You want ice water. A cool breeze.
But not in hell.
My life was stolen from me.
hmmm…. I think you wont listen, but I will try anyway. I think your view of the life you are living is distorted. It seems like you have no control of it – THEY control it, THEY control you. Wake up – THEY are YOU, you are them. It is all about you and you are the only one who can make a difference in YOUR life.
Thinghs you think are important – they dont matter at all. You built a life theory around you not being able to live your life the way you want to. Maby being true and honest to yourself could hurt too much?Maby thats why is easier or maby necessary to live in a world, where THEY exist?
Oh..Targeted Individual? Why didn’t google know that? lol
Well, yes I am a TI then. I’ve been being attacked by people my whole life, sometimes in numbers. I’ve probly had a more recent experience with being a TI (it happens everyday), but the one example I use is last year a big labor worker brutally attacked and almost killed me when I was at work. The guy obviously had problems, but it was a really scary experience. I almost died. That’s how delicate the world has treated me in my life. Just one small example of hell. And one day it will happen again, it doesn’t change.
Smusmu. I understand where ur coming from. But theres more to it then meets the eye. This shit is real.
Invovles real physical people. Real harm. Thats what the program wants you to think, that its all this in your head. Maybe I do have the ability to be happy. Etc etc.
But my past haunts me and they won’t let me forget it.
And like I’ve said multiple times. Do you really believe its all in my head? So thousands of others are going through it and have been for over a decade. And we are in sum sort of mass paranoid delusion?
Like religion? Lol. Take a step in my shoes.
I’m smarter than the average bear! A boo boo!!
@TheSlowDecay Lol are you my twin?
Hey, I just found out something interesting.
My wife gave me a new vitamin to try out…. It’s the RED pill.
Well here I go..gonna swallow it now.
Doubt anything will change though.
Hey my friend, if you need to talk about people attacking you with some one who knows all about it, please don’t hesitate to find me here. I know I was joking around on your post but I really do understand where your coming from. It feels like the world is against you and they think you’re crazy for thinking so. I know what it’s like to be hated for no reason.
Hmmm..
Funny thing.. The RED pill tastes like an m&m.
Mmmmm!!
I took the red pill a long time ago. I think it was poisoned.