Now this is gonna get really offensive to some people, so id recommend not to read this. I just wanted to get something off my chest that i had for a while.
WHY IS THE UNIVERSE AGAINST US.
I mean think about it,  80% of the animals can kill us, were hostile to each other, and theirs ALWAYS some force that commands us. Like god and jesus, why cant we just be ”FREE”. No commanders, no fucking society bullshit. No illuminati no nothing. Just us and the universe.. Religion to me is just a box ment to trap everyone from releasing their true potential. We spend every day of our lives in fear, depression, hate, and like me; always wishing to be dead and go somehwere other than here.. Worse yet theres no way we can avoid it other than suicide. Also why do we depend on each other? One single sentient being cant support his or her self? Look at before we got to the concrete jungles of today and the clones and cults. We survived fine. I understand its a natural feeling of love but we have no need for it except to bring another mouth to feed into this world. All of this bullshit just makes me feel more empty.. its  just that LIFE ITSELF MAKES ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF… And its making me reach my fucking limit again..
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And dont even get me started on the economy…
I agree. Not the part about the whole Universe against us. But I feel you bro.
I cant take it..
I think your right on the money with this post. Very smart… But not very offensive at all.
I read “recommend you not read this” and I thought… “Alright, let me feel the hate!”
But very well put.
Freedom isn’t free, but so few can afford the cost of eternal vigilance.
I don’t think it’s “life itself” that’s bothering you, but rather, the way our ancestors have built and perpetuated such a (perhaps intentionally) flawed system. We are born into something that is not what we’re taught, and expected to value what it is not, expected to accept it as it is, and prevented from making it what it should be.
As with any problem, look to the source for adequate understanding, so that you may maximize your chance of creating the best solution; or at least knowing what would be required to make that solution.
Write down each of your questions, and explore them in depth. Compile your findings into a massive text, organize it into a literary work, and either publish it yourself on the web, or find a way to make it available to those who would seek to find and understand such things. Build another step for others to get closer to where “we” need to go.
Or, stop resisting, let the system do what it does, and let someone else shoulder the burden. Infuriating prospect, right? “If i don’t, who will?”
Idk. Just being idealistic, i suppose.
Clever, i than you for your extensive insight to this topic. Right now im too fucked up for anyone to take me seriously anyway.. Besides, who wants to listen to some lsd taking, sadistic, suicidal asshole anyway… Society is just not ready for something like that. Im never going to put up with society and thats just a fact.. To me it would be like putting my head in a grinder. Id probably kill myself if that day comes..
It’s crazy how in ancient times our ancestors could get a whole society to build bridges and pyramids for the small price of just food and water (by today’s standards)
But in todays society, even with all the advancements , its hardly even worth getting society itself out of bed. at least its like that for some people.
YES!!! Great post Absolute. I agree with everything. Most of what you said along with my physical and mental pain is why I’m so close to offing myself.
Finally some fuck gets this drift of mine.
I understand your “who would listen to me” sentiment. But some people out there do realize that valuable knowledge can come from places, and people, where/who we might not expect to find it.
You can’t always judge someone’s credibility based on their mistakes. Sometimes those mistakes or experiences are the perfect teacher of lessons that otherwise might be ignored.
Also, we can’t all be 100% all the time. Sometimes we get rocked and have to recover before we can do much else.
Progress bar down to zero -.-
Even with that, The 99% are all the clones, fucktards,KKK and all of the other bullshit that plauges humanity. There might be a 1 out of 2000 person that might actually listen to me but, 1 hand cant clap. Almost everyone judges you on your mistakes and fallouts and they dont care what you have done right.
ok i take that back. progress isnt a relevant word.
@noodle last night i had a realization.. i cant tell you much (because of unknown reasons) but i went in the opposite direction.. I went out to a port of spain street corner in the middle of the night purchased some drugs and fucked myself over.. Idk why but i was and am depressed as fuck.. Like someone flipped my switch… I didnt sleep. I was up all night doing random shit , breaking glasses and stabbing myself in the foot.
Theres no way im physically ready to release something like that on the world.. im not even person fit to do so
One thing i learned last night is this post..
@absolute-
Your words are a reflection of the war we all fight inside ourselves. A war between all the different kinds of “fucktards” in the world and those who understand what your getting at. Those who understand, we are all on the same side, but our side is quickly shrinking in numbers. If you die now, you take that with you. There will be one less solder to fight on our side, one less person to help others understand what your talking about. If you die now, we all lose another part of this world that keeps this life worth living. We can’t just die away!
But i ask you this..Whats life living if there is nothing to live for..
Ill fucking drink to this
Ill fucking drink to this
The majority of people have to be plugged into the matrix in order for it to function. If people no longer gave a fuck about money and became self reliant the way of life most humans enjoy would come to a screeching halt. It is set up so that we have to depend on each other so somebody can make a profit. I depend on a store to produce food and somebody makes a profit from that dependence. That’s why it so difficult to live off the grid because humans are spoiled with dependence on others for survival. Even “survivalist” depend on others for their equipment.
As for religion… I hate that there are so fucking many. It makes me skeptical at times but I think religion is like the “code of conduct” for human life. It says what is wrong and I think many people rely on it for a valuation of their character.
I understand everything you said and I feel the same way. If you look around and see reality for what it is then you will realize its a bunch of bullshit.
Cheers *Tips glass*.
@absolute- you have to commit yourself to something worth living for. For me it’s my wife (obviously), it’s a constant effort to find interest in staying alive for her. But if I didn’t have her I’d find a hobby or interest and I’d lose my mind in a made up world of my own. Just like before I met her. But I wouldn’t kill myself. that’s just me
Fuck sorry only read this now! :/
@realtalk30- i stayed up all night on that question like a insomiac pondering upon it. I have NOTHING to live for. No people, no animals, nothing. I -have no family , no friends,no neighbours, no pets , just nothing….
Hey, I agree. This world is a stingy place. Humans blame Satan and evil and all but we are all evil too. Humans betray, kill, insult, THEN blame it on sins and evil and blablabla. All humans are just trash in this broken world.
But then I am also trash.
God didn’t want humans to worship money, but money itself is the God of humanity…
It’s confusing.
I too wish this world would just perish…
This world is indeed beautiful the way God created it… but I don’t think no one can deny that it is slowly breaking apart.
Anyways, I apologize if I’ve offended anyone by this post.