i don’t deserve this gift of life. all i do is damage everything that gets in radius of me. i’m weak and disgusting and deserve to suffer. i’m useless and a hinderance. to describe my existance i’ll say imma lech living off a host. good thing imma organ donor, probably someone more deserving can have them. lolsz.
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It’s not about what you deserve or don’t deserve. There are many of people out there who have wanted to live but for some reason or another weren’t as lucky us and have had their life ended. You have been given a life so make the most of it. I’m going to be harsh here and say that if you never existed, maybe one of those people would have been able to live. Of course that may not be how the world works. But the point is, you have been given an opportunity that so many people have had taken away from them.. so you best make the most of it and make your life worthwhile.
If you keep telling yourself that you don’t deserve to live, that all you do is damage and that you’re weak and disgusting.. then that’s all you’ll ever be because you’re allowing yourself to accept it and you’re giving any hope there is out there. You can’t rely on other people to change the way you feel about yourself – you have to be the one to make things right and ultimately you are the one responsible for your happiness. There is always a way to achieve what you want and there is always more than one option.. you just gotta find it and you have to have the motivation.
You have been given a life and you do deserve to live – whatever situation you’re in can change. And I can tell you now, there is more good to come from your life other than giving someone else your organs.. you just have to let yourself believe you have a fighting chance and a reason to live. I hope I wasn’t too harsh.
you were but i guess tough love is better than no love lolsz.like what you say makes complete sense but idk i can;t see reason. but i just feel so evil and weak. idk I am mentally there
Haha, sorry about that. And I can understand.. which is why I may have come off as a bit harsh.
I struggled with the evil/not evil thing for quite a while too when I was younger. What helped me was trying to figure out what is “right” and “wrong”.. which really there is no such thing.. some person trying to act like “god” just decided that he/she would lay out the rules for us..
The “hero” and “villain” are never so clear except in children’s cartoons.. because essentially, if you flip the story around and tell from the “villain”‘s point of view, I think you’ll see that suddenly the “hero” is portrayed as the bad guy. It’s just all about perspective and you shouldn’t live by anyone else’s beliefs or rules – only your own, because that’s all that matters.
And you aren’t weak.. if you were, you would have already given up by now.
Just stop thinking all of those negative things about yourself.. whenever you feel yourself doing that, just stop.. pick up an activity and do something else.. or recall a positive memory or thought that you can remember.
Hopefully you’ll be able to get out of that habit of putting yourself down. Best of luck <3
I’m sorry, I’m so sorry..but I must butt in. This is gonna hurt some ones feelings but That was the dumbest excuse for advise I’ve seen on here yet. Wow..please..for your sake and all that’s good, don’t listen to anyone giving advise on here. They just want to read their own words sometimes. lol just do what you think is right.