I was talked out of suicide the other day. Guilt-tripped out of it, more accurately. And now I feel even worse than I did. I want to die even more. I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore. I’m just so… drained. Already dead inside. There was a quote I read, something about, “You’re just a soul carrying around a corpse” or something like that.
I have one reason I’m alive and he’s also the reason I want to die.
I don’t even know what to do anymore… I have no one to help me…
Even surrounded by people I’m so alone…
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My soul crys out to you. May you find a reason to your method.
-from one void to another
I don’t know your exact experience, but I’m in the same boat as you. And seeing some of the “life is good” comments on here, I am wondering if I am in the right place. I understand the hopelessness because I feel it right now. All I can do is tell you that you are alone in how you feel and I wish for you the relief I can’t seem to find right now. Like Pink Floyd said, we’re just two souls swimming in a fish bowl.
You can email if you want to tell me your story, I’ll listen.
Especially about the guy. I’ll promise to be a friend, but I can’t promise to make it better. I will listen though.
Email me: brl.cents@gmail.com