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I am so lost. I dont know what to do. I cant do anythign right, and everyone around me knows it. I fail a everything I do. I thought college would make me happier but honestly it has made things worse. I am even closer to the family i hate, and all my friends that i loved are now gone. One of the only people that i am stuck here with is the girl that broke my heart. We are friends but deep down I care a lot about her when we never even kissed, went out or talk that much. It is something that will not go away no matter how hard i try.