Tired

Its 10 am .. And I still didn’t sleep.

To be honest, I’m really tired.

I’m tired of crying

I’m tired of yelling

I’m tired of pretending

I’m tired of being alone

I’m tired of being angry

I’m tired of being abused

I’m tired of feeling crazy

I’m tired of feeling stuck

I’m tired of needing help

I’m tired of missing things

I’m tired of missing people

I’m tired of being different

I’m tired of feeling worthless

I’m tired of feeling empty

I’m tired of dreaming about a life I will never have

But most of all,

I’m just tired of being tired.

I just wish my time is near.