It’s time to tell the therapist WE failed. I failed and we failed. No point in wasting anymore  time and energy.  The therapist seems burnt out now. Phoned it in last time. It’s not helping with what I need any longer and now there’s no point. Nothing is getting fixed.  Neverending cycle of  failures. In fact, the last visit seemed to ensure failure.  I did call and shared that things were really bad but no follow-up phone call. Nothing.
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Went through the same thing long ago. Was afraid that i might get the therapist depressed. Pills saved me… three months of Xanax. Got better and i have seen other people recovering on anti depressants as well…
Second…
Sometimes people get depressed when they cant do what they want. Like when theres someone who is keeping them from reaching the top… telling you whats best, criticizing your dreams etc.
forget them! … try it if you havent… i mean, if your ready to go, you might as well screw everyone and run off with pride.(It feels like heaven!) Its never too late to start all over (a great wisdom turned in to a banal quote btw, its true though) Whats the worst thing that could happen? they will judge you? It pays off…
Its your life, live it.
If you strugled for so long it seemes you want to live after all. Dont give up.
However… its up to you, whatever you chose, hope your spirit finds its peace.
Thanks willow but I have physical problems for the last 13 years that recur. Otherwise I’d probably be okay.