I’m Done.

I’m completly done. With everything. My family especially. I’m done with getting disrespected. I’m done getting beat by my older brother that is 20 i am 17. YEAH IM GAY SO FUCKING WHAT. I GET MORE GIRLS THEN YOU DO BRO. I BEEN PUSHED TO THE POINT WHERE CUTTING MYSELF ISNT WORKING AT ALL. IM DONE WITH MY MOM NOT HELPING ME WHEN I GET KNOCKED DOWN. MY TWIN HAS TO HELP ME. FUCK YOU MOM & DAD HONESTLY I LOVE FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE. YOU RAISED A FUCKING PHYSCO. ARE YOU GUYS FUCKING HAPPY?  CAUSE IM NOT I HAD GROWN UP WITH HIM ALL MY LIFE AND I BEEN GETTING TREAT THE SAME WAY FOR 17 AND A HALF YEARS THEY DIDNT KNOW WHAT KIND OF SHIT WAS GOING THROUGH MY HEAD. MAYBE THIS IS WHY IM A FUCKING ***** NOW. CAUSE MY PARENTS NEVER DID SHIT. I HAD TO TAKE THAT BEATING LIKE A MAN AND SUCK IT UP CAUSE THEY DIDNT DO SHIT. THEY DIDNT KNOW I WAS CRYING. CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP EVERYNIGHT, WISHING I WAS DEAD, WISHING I WAS WITH MY UNCLE AND MY AUNTS N UNCLES I WOULD HAVE RATHERED BEEN SAFE WITH THEM THEN FUCKING STANDING HERE CRYING MY EYES OUT TO YOU & YOU STAND THERE HAVING THE GUTS TO FUCKING YELL AT ME FOR STEALING HIS SHIT. IM MISSING SO MUCH FUCKING MONEY. & YOU HAVE THE FUCKING BALLS TO YELL AT ME WHEN IM TRYING TO GET HELP FROM MY OWN PARENTS. WHAT THE FUCK! BUT HONESTLY THE ONLY PERSON THAT I WILL EVER LOVE IS MY GIRLFRIEND SHE’S BEEN MY BESTFRIEND FOR 4 YEARS AND BEEN DATING FOR 10 MONTHS  FUCK EVERYBODY ELSE SHE’S THE ONLY REASON IM STILL HERE RIGHT NOW I LOVE YOU BABE! A&F & A BIG THANKS TO THE FAM THANKS FOR HAVING MY BACK </3