I found someone to talk to. I found someone that was willing to listen to my problems and just be there for me. I was finally starting to feel happy. But I should have known that something bad was going to happen. That I’m just not allowed to be happy. It’s shouldn’t have hurt when they left me because I was so sad all the time. But it did hurt. It hurt more than I wish to admit.
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I think we often imagine that everyone else is much more happy than we are. Even if we realize that that simply is not true. Because you have experienced some happiness you know that you are at the very least capable of it. Remember how you felt before you met that special person? Probably much the same as you do now but things changed and for a time you were happy right? Don’t give up.
Yeah read the post above! But anyway you shouldn’t worry too bad, I know how you feel I’ve been in that position before, but there a lot, and I mean a LOT, who are in the same boat as us, so there’ll be lots of people to help if you reach out to them. I’ll be happy to try and help on a long term basis provided I don’t go. I could probably refer you to much more stable people if I went anyway. Look for the communities of people on social network sites, there are a lot who look out for each other and a lot who’d be happy to help too! So don’t give up! 🙂