Trust Me!!

Whoever’s reading this don’t stop. I’m a 12 year old girl from a little town in Kent, England called Dover. I tried to run myself over back in May, but now I’ve stopped. My mum told me to think of other people’s point of view, what would of happened if it was a single mum with her children driving home from picking them up from school and she ran me over, she wouldn’t of known it wasn’t her fault, she would of been the one who would of been charged with murder. Imagine that woman and how she would of felt. Imagine how my mum would of felt, having her 12 year old daughter have her life taken away.. I told this boy who was really close to me about me trying to kill myself, he was so worried about me, he didn’t want me to leave him by himself, he said he wouldn’t have anyone to talk to and he’d be all alone. He didn’t want that to happen so he told my mum. she cried so much it broke my heart. Then I had realised what I had done. I was hurting inside but I didn’t know how much it could hurt someone else. I knew I had done wrong, I thought I’d let my mum down… But the worst thing is, my dad made me try to kill myself. Choosing his girlfriend over his own child. I don’t know that much of having a dad and what it feels like because the last time I had a proper family was when I was 9, when my dad didn’t cheat on my mum with one of his old work friends.. Anyway enough about me and my private life. I just want you to know that if you ever need someone to talk to about things, I’m here waiting.. The help does work, I’m getting counselling to help me out and it’s working.. Feel free to talk to me at any time because I know what you’re going through, I know what it feels like to want to kill yourself and I know we can all get help.. And together we can all make a change and help others.. Thank you for reading and feel free to comment your email if you ever need to chat because I’ll be here waiting.. I know what it feels like to be alone and I don’t want anyone to go through that.. Thank you for reading