I just feel like I want to die. I haven’t got much to live for. People in my life would be sad if I died, when I die, for a small amount of time, and they would get over it and move on like I didn’t exist. My brother was the chosen, lovable child anyway. And now he has a baby so what the fuck am I. Less than what I was before. Less than nothing. Nobody can love me. Not me.
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I bet everyone around you does they just don’t show it very often but you’re special to someone
If you feel like die, there is a purpose. It means you have to live. Don’t listen to your emotions and feelings, they are not reliable.
I always felt like the ugly duckling /weirdo in my family so i understand some of what your feeling, I’m sure your loved , but sometimes people wait until its too late to show it. Someone told me something once when i was feeling really down .. and it came true and try to remember this when your down it helped me and i hope it helps you to. One day you are going to be someone’s whole world you just haven’t met them yet.