Last year the one girl who loved me so much left me. She was the only one who saw that I could fall in love. She was the only one who made me feel loved in this world. I still love her so much and I think about her every day. These days, the only things I want to do is sleep, cry over her, and think about suicide. I find it hard to focus on everything in the future when I don’t really intend to live through this year. I still see her multiple times a week because of school and she knows that I still love her so dearly, but she won’t even speak to me anymore. Nothing in life seems enjoyable anymore. Everything I do is just a distraction from her. She was the only person in this world who gave me a purpose in life. There is no point in living now that she is gone. No one loves me anymore. All of the other times people said that they cared about me have turned out to be disappointments. They were all lies, all broken promises. She was the only one. I can’t move on without her. I can’t forget her. I’ll always love her but now I just want to die.
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