I am realizing a day at a time that I’m losing you. I’m realizing everything that I feel for you is disappearing. I’m realizing day by day that I am losing a lot of things to live for. The meaning to live is dissolving in to dust. Just blowing away with the wind. And you see me upset losing myself all you do is walk away. I’m sorry I waste your time, When you see me quiet you should know that I had enough with everything…….You should know I am down and lost when I am quiet. When I am quiet that means I am thinking of different things to leave…… No one understands. That’s why I told you, you wouldn’t understand.
Like now, you don’t understand why I am upset. I should just give up shouldn’t I? I am trying to stay strong in front of you but I cant anymore. I RUINED EVERYTHING !! My life is different. Yes I get jealous because I cant find anyone new to love and you can just get someone in a snap of a finger…..
Somebody help me. Somebody save me before I do something stupid. Someone talk to me and tell me its going to be alright without you getting pissed at me. I’m drifting away fast so catch me before I am gone forever.
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i can not tell you that everything will be alright, because i dont know if it will… but i can tell you that some people understand, and that your life probably isnt all that differant from others… i dont know if there is hope for you, but you probly have a better chance than me… i hope that helps, although it most likely doesnt…