Him.

I gave him everything. I was happy too. He is my everything. I would do anything for him.. but i’m here. beating myself every time he gets mad. ” ITS MY FAULT ITS MY FAULT” that’s what i say.  I blame myself for everything. I just wanna make him happy… but i want him to put in effort too. what about me? what about everything i’ve done? I love him you know. he tells me he cares, but he wants me to change and if i dont, he is going to leave me. thats what he said to me. im begging him to stay. i have absolutely nothing without him. literally. but does he not like…love me for who i am anymore? he says he does. but he leaves me to hang there… to hurt myself. Can he just care for me. please.