godammit.
now my ex is w some other dude. this is bullshit. like… i can get all these girls… but i just cant seem to keep them…
this is like the 4th time its happened.. im schizo.. and sometimes i just get really emotional and blow up.. well i did that with this last one and she basically couldn’t take it.. urgghh
things weren’t going so well in my life at that time.. so i kinda just went all negative on her.. and she didn’t like it and it was topped off by an explosion of anger and arghhh
i know its just life.. its a lesson learnt.. that next time i do get a girlfriend and i do fall in love.. that i need to make sure I’m alright and just take it easy.. etc etc appreciate her more.. but still it just blows.. oh well