Hello, my name is Coco. It’s nice to meet you all, I suppose…
Well, I really don’t know how to start my story or anything… I just want a place to share my feelings…
Let’s just say, I once loved… /or I still do.. and I can’t move on../ this boy… And suddenly, one day /when we were still dating/, he recieved news that I committed suicide, or just simply died /out of the blue/. So, he tried moving on ’cause his friends pushed him into it, was what he said. He started dating this eleven year old girl. He then later found out that I was still alive, but told me that we couldn’t date anymore, and he can’t just move on from one girl to another. So I told.. I promised him that I would wait forever for him, and he promised he wouldn’t let it be forever. Due to all of that, I fell into depression. I hated seeing him with someone else, but he was happy…. Now, about seven-eight months later, his little girlfriend broke-up with him due to family issues and the fact that she just wasn’t ready for a relationship. He fell into depression. During the couple weeks after the break up, he becomes closer to my best friend, who is also one of his ex(es), and decides to ask my friend out… But my friend didn’t give him an answer.Â
Yeah.. I’m jealous. Â
Sorry if this sounds incomplete for something. I haven’t been able to sleep yet, and I don’t want to bore any of y’all that are reading this.
This is what causes my depression, this is my story.
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High school just sucks. But you have not even started your life. This is your first love. There will be many loves and many heart breaks. It is part of the human experience. Hold on to the good times because if you keep this up all you will be creating is bad ones. I promise you you will want to look back on this with a warm feeling when you are older. You will feel foolish about this when you are older. Time will heal it. Ever human in the world feels/felt what you are going through. The human race has not died out. Time will make this better
And that is not your life story, it is part of a larger story. And a part of the beginning of that larger story. Make it a good story.
Please think before posting shit like this. There are real people dying on this site and it’s an insult to them. I know it sounds mean, but you have better ways you can spend your time then to hang around a suicide site, writing about a 12 year old boy.
hey, RealTalk30 if this is what affects her, the it does okay? All of us has something that affects us and it isn’t fair for her to be seeing a comment like this. If you cant say something meaningful then dont say anything.
@broken- think of it from my point of view.. Some one was going to eventually say something along these lines.. I just made it so that person doesn’t have to bother now. Like I said.. I know it sounds mean and I wish I could give the poster a big hug myself but there isn’t much I can do besides cut to the chase of the matter. The first comment said it all about the topic and now I’m just saying what they need to know. We all get depressed sometimes and forget that there is a bigger picture.
But don’t feel too bad.. There are people who still judge me for talking about my spine disorder like it doesn’t matter either. lol
Dont feel bad
People always like to judge
But they are scaerd that you can go more forther then theme
Was that your comment in moderation?
That just maybe sadness not depression, but I’m no expert
What a mean thing to say. Talk about kicking somebody when they’re down. How condescending.
lol duke
Is something amusing
You can get all serious if you’d like duke.. Later! lol
You really don’t like question marks.
Question marks are for pussies, only gay people question things, real men emphasize! Everything! They! Say! (it expresses communicative dominance when speaking – that’s key) Don’t they teach this in school?
@Stendarr’s ***** are you referring to yourself as a *****? Or gay? Because I seem you used a question mark, and that just ruined the concept of what you said
I hadn’t realized that, I guess I’ll go exile myself to gay-***** land 🙁
@Stendarr I already live there, so you’re in good company. It’s actually not that bad, there are palm trees and chocolate.
Please don’t pay any attention to some of the rude comments people might make to you. Post whatever you want to say. Just like irl there are a few jerks here to but thankfully most of the people on this site are really nice and care. You can delete mean comments if you like =) I’m really sorry your depressed, loosing a boyfriend can really be hard but time will fix that..and i’m sorry your having trouble sleeping that really sucks! I really hope you start to feel better soon
check this. you’re only 11 years old and you found your first boyfriend. most people are forever alone or only find love–if they’re lucky–halfway through their life. you got something people like. run with that. it’s only a matter of time til another young buck can’t resist you. keep yo head up.
Forgot to mention this… I’m sixteen, my ex is seventeen. That young girl’s eleven._. I was honestly half asleep when I posted this, so I apologize for that.