wow… that was fast. My father already made me an apointment to a psychotherapist after 2 hours… looks like they care after all…. i dont know who to believe anymore…. has anyoneone ever felt
that: you dont believe in your own thoughts?
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Hey willow, some of us here were afraid you went through your attempt.
I’m so happy you’re posting again.
I hope the therapy will help you.
I will end my relationship with my psychologist as i lose all my trust in her.
Yeah we thought you had taken poison or something…..but of course they care…..you are worth $$$ to them….maybe they genuinely care about your heath but the first priority is that dinero…..try telling them you lack insurance or can’t foot the bill and see how fast the “caring” vanishes…..it’ll be like they never knew you.
I could say I don’t believe my thoughts but then I would have to disprove them to verify my disbelief…..does my life suck? yup…..am I a piece of shit? yes……am I going no where fast? mmhmmm…..am I a burden and embarrassment to my family? yes…..I could keep going but you get the idea…..its very hard to not believe the truth when a shitload of evidence backs it and to do so would make me delusional….
Pain, I know how it feels. I feel you so much, I’ve thought all the exact stuff about myself from your second paragraph. We are human beings. Beautiful, cunning, funny, curious humans.
@IFMAY….its a terrible thing when the truth becomes your worst enemy
Actually in a way I did… two times…. but guess death is not really in to me!
Thats a good thing? right?
First sesion was… umm… interesting? well, time will show.
Thank you. I feel like you are an awesome person (:
You are sooo darn right! Cheers.