I cant take it anymore
I have nothing left
People say i have talent
People say i have something to live for
That I’m smart
People dont realise i can’t live up to their expectations and call me a failure when i say it. No i cant go to oxford. No i cant go to Durham.
Im tired of the hatred and the rumours and the name calling
Im tired of having to cover up in bandages to hide the scars, tired of nobody understanding why, tired of pushing people who care away from me, tired of causing pain to everyone i meet and im tired of breathing
I hope you all find some respite and a calm place, be wherever that may be
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You probably don’t remember me, but I remember you.
I don’t really have anything constructive to say, as ever, but I thought you should know.
this is exactly how I feel constantly…everyone saying the good things about you yet you still can’t feel like you can live up to their expectations…hurts…a lot…I’m so sorry to hear that man…keep going 🙂 it’s worth it. I hope you’re doing okay and I hope you know that you aren’t alone…good luck 🙂